Saturday, May 28, 2011

我到底要怎样?

我好乱
现在我到底要什么?
说爱,我还真的是爱他的~他对我也不差

但是,爱情真的不可以是盲目的
我的家人,未来
我真的可以全部交托给他吗?

他如果永远都不改变,
我真的可以相信他以后可以给得了我幸福吗?

我好好好好不喜欢沉迷于打机的男人
DOTA有什么好?
你竟然给我的感觉是你需要DOTA多过你需要我。。
有我没我你照样可以生活,但是一天你少了DOTA,GUNDAM我相信你不会习惯!


Seriously,
and I did told you that I hate CC. But,
Did you ever care my feelings before?


你每次都说我乱乱发脾气,
不去了解你的感受
你以为我想?我真的是有试看过改变我的脾气。。
但是抱歉,我真的是做不到。
你和你的朋友总是说我幼稚,其实你自己想想看
“你很成熟吗?”
如果你是成熟的话,你可以不用为我或我们的未来着想,
但至少也应该为自己的未来着想了吧??

整天只想着哪个工作简单容易做,
整天只想着泡网吧打DOTA,
你觉得你可以成功吗?


我希望我不会有那种我们是两个不同世界的人的感觉
现在我还不想离开你,因为我爱你
如果我选择了面对现实的话

那,对不起了。

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

อยากรักก็รักเลย




Yes or No.

A Thai girl-love movie and IM SO FREAKING IN LOVE WITH THIS HANDSOME TOMBOY LOL S2
Summary of this movie: Pie is a sweet girl who has moved into a new dorm where she finds out that Kim, her new roommate seems to be a tomboy. While their friendship is developing, Pie and Kim begin to wonder if the feeling they feel for one another is just an ordinary friend..

The main characters are Arisara Tongborisuth and Soranut Yupanun.





Screenshots of this movieeeee~











Few OST of this movie 'Yes or no'.

1.

泰国电影《YES OR NO》ost《对视》





2.

《YES OR NO》ost《如果有一天你有勇气》





3.

泰国电影《YES OR NO》ost《不可以》







btw everyone, last but not least,
the movie trailer~

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

情人节 ♥

度过了我人生第一次的情人节。
对了,我应该没跟大家说过,我有男朋友了。
能遇到他,我真的觉得还蛮幸福的。
这也要多谢‘她’。如果那时没有她在那边发癫的话,我相信我跟他都不会在一起吧?

他每次都说,我跟他虽然在一起还不会很久,但感觉上我们经历了很多东西
对我来说
他对我真的很好。所以,我是不会为了那个人,而放弃我现在的男人。明白了吗?

说到昨天情人节,
到差不多晚上八点多我们才出门庆祝~(呵呵,我昨天做早班嘛~很累所以就睡迟了)
本来他想带我去吃扒的说~但是我们到的时候满座了,所以我们就跑去midvalley的sushi king 吃了~呵呵!寿司果然还是我的最爱~
之后就去看戏咯~~看了〈最强喜事〉~

他送了我一个名牌 charles & keith 的包包给我~
真的很漂亮~
我送给他的东西竟然那么寒酸 :(
谁叫我没钱呢?(泪)


但无论如何,我希望他和其他男生是不同的
我更希望他会是我最后一个男朋友,而我也是他的作后一个。
老公,我爱你~

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Drama Queen.

我就知道迟早都会这样发生的了。
她跟我说过,她和他说话,你不会介意,你只是会介意我跟他说话而已。
现在,
她只不过是托了他帮她买了架电话
之后他们也是因为新电话的事情有联络
你现在就讨厌她了。
Block掉她了。

真的。
我真的很想找个机会把你从5楼推下去
可能你会清醒点。


没人跟你抢啊~!没有人要跟你抢的啦!
他是你的,你怕什么?==



长大点啦好心你。
少幼稚了。大白痴 =。=

Saturday, January 22, 2011

你开心了?

失望?
心痛?

我也不知他的话该不该信,但我还是很不开心。
原来,不只是你讨厌我
还是你整大班人。

我不知道你跟他们说了些什么,我管不着
你到处唱我,我也管不着
但你知道我是多么伤心的吗?我心痛,心痛是因为我还以为你想通了
你不再误会我了,
但谁知道,你是比以前更讨厌我了。

你说我不会避忌,
我承认,我错了。我只是不想跟他,还有跟你的关系变得那么尴尬。
跟他说说话,谈谈天也是一种罪的话,我不做了
现在我跟他就像是陌生人一样
你开心了?
现在就因为你,他们是那么好的兄弟,
但是他们就不能再一起出去。你开心了?

你到处叫人家不要和我说话
怕人家会给我骗了
现在我相信很多人也听进去了,讨厌我了
你也心凉了?开心了?满足了?

我相信,我也坚信着
你曾经当过我是你的好朋友,你也没曾讨厌过我
但因为他的出现,
你对我的想法,对我的感觉就立刻变得不一样了
你说我勾引他,说他还是喜欢我的。
我告诉你,全部是错的。
但是你还是要继续这样想的话我也没话说了。因为我问心无愧。
我心里爱着的人是谁,我自己心里明白。

我发生了事情,呵呵
我知道,你比谁都还要开心。
‘天有眼’。这是你说的。
是啊~天有眼啊。。你开心了?安乐了?
我更加相信,如果杀人没有罪的话,
我早就没命了。

你永远都不知道
我为什么就喜欢把眼线画得深深的。因为,我要坚强。我不能哭。
这是我做人的定义。
但是
你更加不知道,我到底为了你,你!我浪费了多少眼泪!?
我到底为了你哭什么啊?!
我多久都没哭过了,就因为你!我到底哭了多少遍?!你开心了?

我哭得最惨的一次就是
你写来的信息,你说你想通了。你说你还是要我这个好朋友的
我哭了。还是哭得很厉害。
你知不知道,我那时是多么开心?
我以为你真的想通了,我以为我们两个都雨过天晴了
但谁知,不是。

别人都说,不用理你了
我也想啊!
但是,你做了什么,你说了我什么
我都不能当作我听不到啊!我在乎!
我在乎你对我的看法,我在乎你是多么的讨厌我!
你开心了?






你开心了?!

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

松一口气~

虽然是真的,之前我真的很气你
气你不信任我,气你竟然可以用那样的想法来想我
但现在,
我不气了。你终于想通了~
哈哈当我收到你讯息的时候,我真的很开心
开心到哭了。


原来从头到尾我还是很不想失去你这个好朋友 =D

又回到了以前打打闹闹的时候了
我相信我们的男人也会松一口气吧哈哈!



我写给你的那些话,全都是心底话~
我是不会为了认识不到几个月的男人,而讨厌认识了两年多的好朋友
我很好吧??哈哈


还有
到现在我都没跟你说,
那个“伪君子” 不是说你。
你问你的男人,他知道是谁哈哈

Sunday, January 2, 2011

W.T.H.

Is this necessary?
I thought we are getting better already but but BUT
I never knew that your mind still stay young and immature.

I had no business with him.
He is your man and he can be forever yours. I mean, I dont care yo
Since he chosen yew in the 1st place, means he love you, but WHY you still need to think all kinds of nonexistent rubbish between me and him?

Srsly I get to know people recently.
知人知面不知心
你以为他是你的好朋友,但到最后,他又是伤害你最深的人
就因为他思想幼稚,凡事只会钻牛角尖
处处玩针对。别人随便一两句,就选择了相信别人,而不是自己的好朋友。


你问我伤心吗?
我会说非常。但是我对你的失望更深。
一个男人,就为了一个男人
我这个朋友说讨厌就讨厌,说不信就不信。你当我是什么?
我还以为你没事了。我一直在想办法让你不再误会我
但是很明显我的努力在白费,就是因为你从来都没想过要冰释我们之间的误会!


要你原谅他,他就必须要在你面前打我一巴?
如果你真的想要的话,我可以的
但是,我跟你说
你永远都不再会有真心对你的朋友了。问题出在你自己。
自己慢慢想吧!


~长大吧!!!~

Sunday, November 28, 2010

誕生日おめでとう、淳の介君~

NYAHA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO <3
Getting older again :3

srsly I miss KATTUN so much :3
the 6 members KATTUN yoh
and I heard their new song 'Change the world' and 'GimmeGimmeGimme'
Srsly OMFG, they are awesome
Totally, awesome <3


and secretly, I agree to my sis that Junno is getting hawter nowadays LMAO!

LOVE YA!

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Pledge PV preview


PV preview: the GazettE - [PLEDGE]
Uploaded by NeXDragooN. - See the latest featured music videos.

OmG its outttttttttttttttta at last~
and I just only get a small peek on Kai TwT
-sniff sniff-

BUT STILL WILL BE WAITING FOR THE FULL PV
JUST TO HAVE A LOOK AT THE LONG-HAIR-KAI.
OMG SRSLY,
IM SURE HE LOOKS GOOD

and Ruki o.o
He totally took my breath away~
WHY IS HE SOSOSOSOSOSO FREAKING HAWT HERE D8
I hate The Gazette.
Srsly, I hate you guys 8'D

and again.

Things is just getting tiresome and complicated.
Yuh srsly.
Im tired of all these rubbish and wtf, drama queen?
thats what i cant stand about the whole situation.

I thought you're my friend
and honestly, in these 2 years,
I liked you very much and i think that you are one of my MOST trustworthy friend.
I thought that: wow. I really love my life now. These bunch of friends of mine now is just so freaking cool.
At least, I thought, they dont lie, and they care about their friends.
Maybe Im wrong about you?

Just because of him.
You did this to me?

Im upset is not about him or anything
but
is you.
You totally broke my heart.
You willing to hurt your OWN friend just because of him. wtf, srsly, WTF.

I know the real you
The NEW you now.


This is all for you,
slut.

Friday, November 19, 2010

给男人的话

专情一点啦 =_=
对每一个女生好并不代表你是个绅士.
给人误会
也给了那个女生一个没有结果的希望。


清醒的女人
不会把你放在眼里。

Thursday, October 14, 2010

私 , あたし , 僕 , 俺 , なつかい

Just wanna make a random post, about myself.
On, how much i changed..?.. LOL

I need to be cooler. And thats my goal :3

Lets start on the time when i JUST started into Jrock, VKei world :3

By that time, I will NEVER edit my pics LOL


Indeed, I will never know how to edit my pics :3

And sooner or later, I loveeeeeee dark colors for my nails (which is so not acceptable for a nurse D:)
I tried some photo editing.
But still, my skills sucks. Alot.

Srsly, but I failed xD for trying being Reita D:

My best try by that time D8


And then, my first time of make up. Altho is only eyeliner, drawn by Ren.
Still, Its a huge start for me.
I tried to take cool angles (which fails lots too. FML)

Eyeliner o_o


At few months ago (cant rmb the exact date/month), I tried on Vkei make ups.
Drawn by my friends tho. Didnt dare to darw by myself.
Cause
Imma no confidence of my make up skills. (everyone says that =_=)
But ya,
I wanna to be Vkei.

1st time on Uruha's makeup. Drawn by Ren, touched up by Miyuki.


Drawn by Miyuki.


And thanks for my sister, Everlyn.
She bought me an eyeliner and thats the time I tried make up-ing for myself.
I watched LOTS of Vkei make up tutorial in Youtube,
and tried their skills.
Seriously, Im better in my editing skills by that time.

meh.


and I tried more make ups. I need some cool hairstyle.


1st time making up myself for outing one day with my fwends :3
I just need to improve my make-up skills.

In some Puri machine :'D


and I just took this yesterday :)
Just got my haircut done.
I wanna some hairwax and sprays >:) Needa style up myself

and, I bought my new cool bangle :)


Still, I wanna be cool.
Wish me luck.




Saturday, September 25, 2010

完璧

Perfect match.
Azu + Seamo :'3



Jikan yo Tomare




Kokoro no Koe

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Anli Pollicino

Anli Pollicino

Just found out this band yesterday and ima
IM TOTALLY ADDICTED TO THEM LMFAO :'D
They are cool and the songs are totally O______O
I love bands with nice songssssss~


First of all :'D MEMBERS TIME <3

Vocalist: Shindy

Guitarist: Takuma [琢磨]



Guitarist: Yohichi



Bassist: Masatoshi [将寿]



Drummer: Kiyozumi [清淳]




Band pics, as usuallllll~
KAKKOIII <3>




and their songs
TIME and SNOW VENUS. My favorites.





and LABYRINTH too



They are just awesome. Totally awesome *=*