Drama Queen.

我就知道迟早都会这样发生的了。

她跟我说过，她和他说话，你不会介意，你只是会介意我跟他说话而已。

现在，

她只不过是托了他帮她买了架电话

之后他们也是因为新电话的事情有联络

你现在就讨厌她了。

Block掉她了。

真的。

我真的很想找个机会把你从5楼推下去

可能你会清醒点。

没人跟你抢啊~！没有人要跟你抢的啦！

他是你的，你怕什么？==

长大点啦好心你。

少幼稚了。大白痴 =。=

你开心了？

失望？

心痛？

我也不知他的话该不该信，但我还是很不开心。

原来，不只是你讨厌我

还是你整大班人。

我不知道你跟他们说了些什么，我管不着

你到处唱我，我也管不着

但你知道我是多么伤心的吗？我心痛，心痛是因为我还以为你想通了

你不再误会我了，

但谁知道，你是比以前更讨厌我了。

你说我不会避忌，

我承认，我错了。我只是不想跟他，还有跟你的关系变得那么尴尬。

跟他说说话，谈谈天也是一种罪的话，我不做了

现在我跟他就像是陌生人一样

你开心了？

现在就因为你，他们是那么好的兄弟，

但是他们就不能再一起出去。你开心了？

你到处叫人家不要和我说话

怕人家会给我骗了

现在我相信很多人也听进去了，讨厌我了

你也心凉了？开心了？满足了？

我相信，我也坚信着

你曾经当过我是你的好朋友，你也没曾讨厌过我

但因为他的出现，

你对我的想法，对我的感觉就立刻变得不一样了

你说我勾引他，说他还是喜欢我的。

我告诉你，全部是错的。

但是你还是要继续这样想的话我也没话说了。因为我问心无愧。

我心里爱着的人是谁，我自己心里明白。

我发生了事情，呵呵

我知道，你比谁都还要开心。

‘天有眼’。这是你说的。

是啊~天有眼啊。。你开心了？安乐了？

我更加相信，如果杀人没有罪的话，

我早就没命了。

你永远都不知道

我为什么就喜欢把眼线画得深深的。因为，我要坚强。我不能哭。

这是我做人的定义。

但是

你更加不知道，我到底为了你，你！我浪费了多少眼泪！？

我到底为了你哭什么啊？！

我多久都没哭过了，就因为你！我到底哭了多少遍？！你开心了？

我哭得最惨的一次就是

你写来的信息，你说你想通了。你说你还是要我这个好朋友的

我哭了。还是哭得很厉害。

你知不知道，我那时是多么开心？

我以为你真的想通了，我以为我们两个都雨过天晴了

但谁知，不是。

别人都说，不用理你了

我也想啊！

但是，你做了什么，你说了我什么

我都不能当作我听不到啊！我在乎！

我在乎你对我的看法，我在乎你是多么的讨厌我！

你开心了？

你开心了？！

松一口气~

虽然是真的，之前我真的很气你

气你不信任我，气你竟然可以用那样的想法来想我

但现在，

我不气了。你终于想通了~

哈哈当我收到你讯息的时候，我真的很开心

开心到哭了。

原来从头到尾我还是很不想失去你这个好朋友 =D

又回到了以前打打闹闹的时候了

我相信我们的男人也会松一口气吧哈哈！

我写给你的那些话，全都是心底话~

我是不会为了认识不到几个月的男人，而讨厌认识了两年多的好朋友

我很好吧？？哈哈

还有

到现在我都没跟你说，

那个“伪君子” 不是说你。

你问你的男人，他知道是谁哈哈

W.T.H.

Is this necessary?

I thought we are getting better already but but BUT

I never knew that your mind still stay young and immature.

I had no business with him.

He is your man and he can be forever yours. I mean, I dont care yo

Since he chosen yew in the 1st place, means he love you, but WHY you still need to think all kinds of nonexistent rubbish between me and him?

Srsly I get to know people recently.

知人知面不知心

你以为他是你的好朋友，但到最后，他又是伤害你最深的人

就因为他思想幼稚，凡事只会钻牛角尖

处处玩针对。别人随便一两句，就选择了相信别人，而不是自己的好朋友。

你问我伤心吗？

我会说非常。但是我对你的失望更深。

一个男人，就为了一个男人

我这个朋友说讨厌就讨厌，说不信就不信。你当我是什么？

我还以为你没事了。我一直在想办法让你不再误会我

但是很明显我的努力在白费，就是因为你从来都没想过要冰释我们之间的误会！

要你原谅他，他就必须要在你面前打我一巴？

如果你真的想要的话，我可以的

但是，我跟你说

你永远都不再会有真心对你的朋友了。问题出在你自己。

自己慢慢想吧！

~长大吧！！！~

誕生日おめでとう、淳の介君～

NYAHA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO <3
Getting older again :3

srsly I miss KATTUN so much :3

the 6 members KATTUN yoh

and I heard their new song 'Change the world' and 'GimmeGimmeGimme'

Srsly OMFG, they are awesome

Totally, awesome <3

and secretly, I agree to my sis that Junno is getting hawter nowadays LMAO!

LOVE YA!

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OmG its outttttttttttttttta at last~
and I just only get a small peek on Kai TwT
-sniff sniff-

BUT STILL WILL BE WAITING FOR THE FULL PV
JUST TO HAVE A LOOK AT THE LONG-HAIR-KAI.
OMG SRSLY,
IM SURE HE LOOKS GOOD

and Ruki o.o
He totally took my breath away~
WHY IS HE SOSOSOSOSOSO FREAKING HAWT HERE D8
I hate The Gazette.
Srsly, I hate you guys 8'D

and again.

Things is just getting tiresome and complicated.

Yuh srsly.

Im tired of all these rubbish and wtf, drama queen?

thats what i cant stand about the whole situation.

I thought you're my friend

and honestly, in these 2 years,

I liked you very much and i think that you are one of my MOST trustworthy friend.

I thought that: wow. I really love my life now. These bunch of friends of mine now is just so freaking cool.

At least, I thought, they dont lie, and they care about their friends.

Maybe Im wrong about you?

Just because of him.

You did this to me?

Im upset is not about him or anything

but

is you.

You totally broke my heart.

You willing to hurt your OWN friend just because of him. wtf, srsly, WTF.

I know the real you

The NEW you now.

This is all for you,

slut.

给男人的话

专情一点啦 =_=

对每一个女生好并不代表你是个绅士.

给人误会

也给了那个女生一个没有结果的希望。

清醒的女人

不会把你放在眼里。

私 , あたし , 僕 , 俺 , なつかい

Just wanna make a random post, about myself.

On, how much i changed..?.. LOL

I need to be cooler. And thats my goal :3

Lets start on the time when i JUST started into Jrock, VKei world :3

By that time, I will NEVER edit my pics LOL

Indeed, I will never know how to edit my pics :3

And sooner or later, I loveeeeeee dark colors for my nails (which is so not acceptable for a nurse D:)

I tried some photo editing.

But still, my skills sucks. Alot.

Srsly, but I failed xD for trying being Reita D:

My best try by that time D8

And then, my first time of make up. Altho is only eyeliner, drawn by Ren.

Still, Its a huge start for me.

I tried to take cool angles (which fails lots too. FML)

Eyeliner o_o

At few months ago (cant rmb the exact date/month), I tried on Vkei make ups.

Drawn by my friends tho. Didnt dare to darw by myself.

Cause

Imma no confidence of my make up skills. (everyone says that =_=)

But ya,

I wanna to be Vkei.

1st time on Uruha's makeup. Drawn by Ren, touched up by Miyuki.

Drawn by Miyuki.

And thanks for my sister, Everlyn.

She bought me an eyeliner and thats the time I tried make up-ing for myself.

I watched LOTS of Vkei make up tutorial in Youtube,

and tried their skills.

Seriously, Im better in my editing skills by that time.

meh.

and I tried more make ups. I need some cool hairstyle.

1st time making up myself for outing one day with my fwends :3

I just need to improve my make-up skills.

In some Puri machine :'D

and I just took this yesterday :)

Just got my haircut done.

I wanna some hairwax and sprays >:) Needa style up myself

and, I bought my new cool bangle :)

Still, I wanna be cool.

Wish me luck.

完璧

Perfect match.

Azu + Seamo :'3

Jikan yo Tomare

Kokoro no Koe

Anli Pollicino

Anli Pollicino

Just found out this band yesterday and ima
IM TOTALLY ADDICTED TO THEM LMFAO :'D
They are cool and the songs are totally O______O
I love bands with nice songssssss~


First of all :'D MEMBERS TIME <3

Vocalist: Shindy

Guitarist: Takuma [琢磨]



Guitarist: Yohichi



Bassist: Masatoshi [将寿]



Drummer: Kiyozumi [清淳]




Band pics, as usuallllll~
KAKKOIII <3>

and their songs
TIME and SNOW VENUS. My favorites.





and LABYRINTH too

They are just awesome. Totally awesome *=*

Born.

I love this band.

OmG I love their songs and the members are just too fucking hawt D':
Sorry for my fangirl-ness =D


Members time =D and pics <3

Vocalist- Ryoga (猟牙)


Guitarist- K


Guitarist- Ray


Bassist- Kifumi


Drummist- Tomo


Band pics now~ <3





My fav song of them now D:
OmFG I just love this song TT^TT~

1. Felony



will check out more on them later =DD

SID

OMO

No post about them?! How can this happen?

Their songs are like one of mah fav so I MUST POST ABOUT THEM OMFG D;

Love their songs <3

The members >=D (Credits to Wikipedia)

Vocalist- Mao (マオ)

DOB: 23 October

Blood Type: AB

Height: 174cm

Weight: 54kg

Place of birth: Fukuoka

Guitarist- Shinji (Backing vocals)

DOB: 8 February

Blood Type: O

Height: 178cm

Weight: 55kg

Place of birth: Saitama

Bassist: Aki (明希) [Backing vocal]

DOB: 3 February

Blood Type: B

Height: 175cm

Weight: 55kg

Place of birth: Tokyo

Drumist: Yuuya (ゆうや)

DOB: 9 December

Blood Type: A

Height: 180cm

Weight: 60kg

Place of birth: Chiba

Pics of SID =DD

Totally love <3

and now
My fav songs of them

1. Namida no Ondo


2. Otegami


3. Sleep (I love this the most. Damn)



I love SID.

Love for Hitsugi

My current obsession ---> Looking up his pic and all <3

Try to listen up to their (Nightmare) songs but Im sorry to say that is not really mah type of song so,

I WILL JUST KEEP LOOKING AT HIM <3

Ahhh, he is Hitsugi. The guitarist of the Jrock band Nightmare.

He always has creepy makeups but idk why,

he just look so cool to me =D Just like a vampire neko <3>

Pic will be added later on, so, I will 1st go into his info <3

Credits to Crunchyroll Nightmare-Hitsugi Group.

Name: Hitsugi 柩

Real name: Ikari Mitsuo

D.O.B: 5th March 1982 (28 this year)

Height: 164cm (Gasp! same as me LOL)

Weight: 52kg (and I neva knew he ish lighter than me TT^TT)

Blood type: AB

and some of his fun facts (same credit to the crunchyroll Hitsugi group)

-His name (Hitsugi) In japanese means coffin

-He born in Tokyo but raised up in Sendai

-Loves animals (especially cats and dogs) and musics

-During their indies era, he works in a bread factory which they are specialize in banana cream bread (ONOMNOMNOM)

-Is a great admirer of X-Japan. especially Hide.

-Currently have 14 piercing O___O

-Only child

-Is friend of Aki (SID) and they usually compare with each other during interviews

So, now pica time :D

actually I prefer him without THESE much of makeups <3

he ish a natural beauty. Trust me =D

Lucky puppy >:C Me dun like yew.

O_O

Seems like ages since I updated my last post xD

And, no. Me not gonna make me bloggie a dead blog D': I LOVE U BLOGGIEEEEEEE~

For some personal reason, Im gonna learn up Vkei makeups through Youtube and gonna camwhore often but

Damn me ish lazy. Stab me.

Imagine night shift tmrw.... ALONE! wtf. ( I mean, me ish the only student D: )

I do hope the staff nurses are kind enuf to let me snooze =D

Luck after that me have 6 days of off days (OMFG :DDDDD). Damn, Onlining time duh! WIFEY I MISS YOU BAHAHAHA =D

I wont forget to tell my recent obsession

Hitsugi (Nightmare).

OWHGAWDDAMNYOUKNOWICANTRESISTTHIS HAWTMAN!

He has such a neko face and and and HIS SMILE IS KEWTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT OMFG.

And imagine YenPin says that Hitsugi has boobs. Fuck you dickhead :D

Will post about him during the next post. Imma now lazy BUAHAHA

Tired.

Tired.

Tired.

Tired.

I wanna sleeeeeeeep. But lazy :'D Kill me.

I love my new name : Shiro Kiratsu. シロ　キラツ

Pointless. No meaning why I created this, so dont ask =D

I hate Fb sometimes. its dead. Totally dead.

RIP sucker.

Im bored always. i need some entertainment. Fuck.

i know Im being random.

Im bored, thats why. No wrong.